The Last Of The Heroes, Fuck

He didn't like Dj Mama-T. I think he called her a fraud, or sunthin...

This is Hitch 101...but then again, they all are.

Nothing to add to this.

Because he is an awesome journalist, he volunteered to be water boarded. And that is also why I'm a blogger, not a journalist.

Some how I just don't think it will be this sanitary when it really goes down (isn't is supposed to be stinky-n-shit like that).

Why would one of the "cool guys" stay home Fri/Sat nite to watch  theist/nontheist debates, when he (me) could be chillin', and I'll just say it...with drugs, alcohol and pretty ladies and music...my hero, Hitch.

He knew his lifestyle, admitted that it probably wasn't the most healthy choice...but freekin' "a" man, it was his choice.

No regrets buddy. Can I/you/we/us honestly look at our lifestyles and say there are no regrets

White suits plus that English accent equals automatic elegance.

This one is about Mayor Bloomberg making it illegal to bike without ye'r feet on the pedals or some shit like that.

I like this one. It's 1968 and he's getting arrested for something, but to me...it looks like a cool album cover from the Small Faces, The Who, Quadrophenia etc...

Books buddy. Literature , books, art, intellectual...WTF...oh yaz, he likes his drink (and so do I).

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Kind gentle and very good looking readers, as you know...it has been a shitty year. Just when you think it can't get any worse, it does and then it does again. Then you get to the point where you think "I'm gonna stop believing that it can't get any worse, because obviously..." Then it fuckin' gets worse again. Depression, anxiety, anger management, lack of feelings, too much feelings, there's not enuff sun, the sun that is here is no enuff, etc....

Then my hero dies.

This year I have, now, lost three people that I looked up to. In fact, they were the only ones. Hitch is the most devastating. The other two I'll go Asian and blame myself, but Hitch...fuckin' "a" man, even tho we have never even met...I still consider him/you my mentor. I couldn't write this earlier. I was crying too much. It's funny isn't it, that someone you haven't even met can have such an influence on you (me). Yea, funny shit (that crying uncontrollably in a restaurant when everyone is looking at you).

So...yea, I dunno what to say. I'm gonna pull myself up by those bootstraps that people keep talking about. I fell off the horse and now I'm gonna punch it in the mouth, bike-fall-up-again, it can't get any worse, a new day, another chapter, one day at a time, moment by moment, I'm gonna beat this shit, bla bla bla bla.....

Goodbye Hitch. You are my hero.